Monday, December 21, 2015

Obloquy

Assalamualaikum.

It's funny how fragile I can be sometimes. It's more than just an insecurity, I must warn.
Fragility to me, is discerning others have all the things I've ever dreamed of in life.
Insecurity? Nah, my insecurity goes out only when I am academically challenged.
In my dictionary of life (9th edition *kidding*), both fragility and insecurity bear two different worlds kind of definitions.
Fragility, is what often occurs to me.
Back to the basic, it's no lies about what they always say that "Some people are born to be lucky."
Some are gifted, some are fortunate.
I have to admit that there are times when these inspections drag me further from my partition of faith, being all ignorance. When it happens, I lose myself totally. Sometimes, badly.
So, exactly, what's the point of me blabbering around?
Well it's normal having such thoughts or feelings. I'm anyhow grateful that I am always reminded of how short my life is to grieve over temporary desires.
Therefore, I am reminding myself that God gives every good thing I've asked and prayed for because He loves me.
It's just a matter of time.

XOXO,
HasilaHaneem.